{Self absorbed/scared of the world} Oskan isn't one for being obsessed with looks, she rather is zoned in on the thought that she can be better then everyone else. She doesn't have a care for what others think, she knows they aren't worth a dime to her. So she blocks herself from judgment by passing it out in foul ways to others, it saves from the torment she could endure herself. So it leaves the question, what is she afraid of? Everything is the answer, just a little bit of everything. She is concerned what everyone says about her, she does want others to accept her fairly. She's frightened senseless that if someone were to find out her weakness, her world would end. If they understand her they know the loop-holes to make her hurt. She doesn't like pain, so why make others feel it? Hypocrite? Maybe. How about self-conscious? Could be. Inside she really is frightened because she knows the strength that someone has over you once they know every little thing about you. Self-armor is what she does, shoving away possible companions is what she sticks with.

Love that you're never satisfied With face value wisdom and happy lies You take what they say and go back and cry You're so close to me that you ---------------------------nearly died!---------------------------